Friday, March 19, 2010

the universe and it's divine signs.....

It's amazing how everyday we are faced with a challenge, a decision, a thought, an idea or even a feeling. These are clear signs from the universe, slowly inkling us to our most awesome destiny! A destiny that leads us to a loving more forgiving and accepting nature. I am a firm believer in the power of the universe and divine intervention. I am also a firm believer in karma, energies and just living to love, give, cherish, and be true to oneself! I find it to be extremely liberating and necessary to always be with love in your heart. The world can seem like a very troubled and cloudy place but through your eyes and your heart, you can turn that all around. The results may not come today or even tomorrow, however the knowledge of putting the kindness of words, thoughts and energy out there does incredible things in volumes! And in time, at the right time, the most amazing of outcomes will be presented to you in forms like you could have only imagined, but then has become quite the reality. I feel as human beings we all have the capacity to love and be kind to one another. A smile is for free and only encourages more smiles. In matters of love I am completely experiencing the wonderment and immaculate joys and gifts the universe offers. Being true to myself, totally and solely faithful and trusting in the universe, i have cried my tears, broken hearts, have had my heart broken, disappointment, sorrow and pain, but inn the end I pushed through with an open heart and mind that all will be well in my world. Putting the positive energy out there, being a cheerleader for love and an eternal optimist towards the power of kindness and absolute growth has liberated my soul to unimaginable places.

The universe is a grand thing and all I can say to you and your internal and eternal plight is to always be true to yourself and carry an unconditional love in your heart for yourself and the immaculate energy around you

The world will and can be in disarray...follow your path and the divine signs will always lead you where you need be! It may take some of us a lifetime to see where we need to be, but the road getting there is priceless and has made us the persons that we are exponentially loved for!

Thursday, March 18, 2010

A love note....

Hey You.....

I am so very much in love with you. Your character, your person, your mind, your soul, just all you are is simply amazing! I think of how lucky and blessed I am to have such a wonderful person in my life! You have been such a positive and devoted force in my life. Your energy and affections and simply your kind and loving heart has captured a part of me that was waiting to be captured. Waiting for someone to come along and understand how deeply passionate I am about life, love and the eternal pursuit for creative freedom! You have made a permanent imprint in my heart and nothing and no one will ever take the memories and times we spend together away from me. Even in death, I know that at some point I will come back and meet you again, to experience this love and wonderful hidden place we have created. I cannot express how deeply my love is for you. It brings me to tears because I honestly love you so much and just who you are warms my soul. I thank you from every inch of my have been the lightest and brightest in my life.
The only one whom has completely stolen my heart in ways I could have only imagined. Love was just a word to me until the universe placed you into my life, now love has become this undeniable untainted feeling! A feeling that has allowed me to open my heart and mind to things that only dreams were made of. A love that has touched my soul. A love that is you.....

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

The HIdden Place

Some people say that being left alone with your thoughts sometimes can drive a person absolutely crazy. That your solitude can become a prison of mixed emotion and confusion. I on the contrary disagree. I find nothing but beauty in my solitude. In times of great sorrow, in times of joy, even in times of confusion I find my solitude to be just what I need. The quiet and alone space to delegate my feelings and calculate my thoughts. In my solitude I find my most creative moments. I am able to write and draw my thoughts clearly with no judgement. I can color outside of the lines with no judgement. I can scream loudly, cry harder and come out as a winner and a more versed person inside and out! The beauty of my solitude is a sanctuary I have built for myself,within myself. A safe haven that I enter to make sense of the things around me. The emotions that over take me. The sights and sounds that astound me. The things I don't understand and need to find reason, cause or just embrace. My sanctuary. My solitude. My sanctuary,the womb of my inner most thoughts and feelings. I am inspired by all of my precious emotions. I take these times to become one with the universe and allow the power of kindness, the power of now, and the secrets of inner peace to become a permanent fixture in my life and my work! I have chosen to cast my energy,light and being into absolution of positive energy and motion for myself and the ones around me. I have choosen to open my heart to what the universe has and will put in front of me,to test my strength,patience,loyalty,humility, generosity,faith and love. I write this in hopes that the many that take time to read this will become encouraged to open their hearts as well. The world is in disarray and in a moment of distraction. However we should allow time to heal but our part to enlighten and encourage others to have a more dedicated faith in their being through drawing,photography, music, performance art and Solitude...

Monday, March 15, 2010

In The Silence....

I think of you in the silence,
I think of the time you laid me down ever so gently and caressed my hair
as you slowly and sensually kissed my neck.
I think of my nipples becoming erect,
with the touch your hands against my breasts.
I think of that gasp of air I took,
as your kisses went further down my body.
I think of your tongue erotically licking my belly,
as I moan with the desire of you licking further down the middle.
I think of you going further down, down between my legs,
as I spread them ever so slightly.
I think of you taking control and pushing them open,
as you blow so sweetly against me.
I think of your lips piercing mine with the most want I've ever felt,
as I arch my back and let you take in all I am.
I think of how wet I am against your mouth,
as you do things with your tongue that is beyond pleasurable.
I think of the dirty things I say I want you to do to me,
as you begin to place two fingers inside me.
I think of that delightful sound you made,
as you spread me wider and kissed me deeper.
I think of the light screams I made,
as you begged me to cum for you.
I think of the the ecstasy that over took my body,
as I wanted to cum for you.
I think of you licking me faster, filling me deeper,
as I took a breath of anticipation,
and did what I so desperately needed to do for you...
and damn did it feel like heaven!
My Darling, My Sweet,
How I long for us once again to meet.
How I long for you to run your fingers though my hair
and to smell your succulent cologne in the air.
Oh how I long to feel your face, your beautiful face
and to sense your gentle presence all over the place.
I want to caress your entire body so tenderly,
as I hold you so close, oh so adoringly.
And when we kiss, your passion I do taste.
How I long for the time that separates us to make haste.
For it seems as though by many a mile that we are apart,
but never fear, My Darling, My Sweet, it is for you that beats my heart.
And that alone is enough for now to sense you near,
Until the day your melodic voice I once again do hear.
It is you, your smile, your touch, your kiss that once upon a time set me free,
And now it is with you, My Darling, My Sweet, I want to be.